& i feel really uncomfortable in a quiet place where we are allowed to talk.
oh dear, school tmr, somehow i don't feel like going.
i just wanna escape chemistry, i love chem but i cannot face my horrible test paper tmr.
the only thing i can think of now is to get away from reality, just stay away from things that may make me sad.
i know that's like super not healthy, but i've changed. i'm super fragile now.
i've no long have self esteem i'm not confident in what i do anymore.
good luck to me
fingers crossed
To Dearest Mon:
I don't know if you'll read this but I just wanna let you know that i really missed you.
I hope our friendship will never end. Love you bestfriend.
