Hold my hands back, I can't resist

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hello. its been a long time since i last bloged. im starting to play maple again -.-''' oh great..haha.all bcos the JACK are all so into it, nd they've been talking about it non-stop in cls. i didn't wanna be left out thts why im back mapling. lols

okay, im just gonna write about all the stuff thts worth rmbing this few days. i went to vivo city with my parents, the place was huge..and its like surrounded by the sea (is it ?). nd we cld see the merlion in sentosa,haha..i like tht place where you go up nd there's like water everywhr.lol

mm..i forgotten almost everything already.

anyway, today was quite a day man.went for bridging in the morning, like at 8. it was physics, nd thn we had our SPA the real one's on thurs btw. ya..it was alright tho.im not selected to go the eng one, guess im not bad in eng after all heehee.
after sch jack went to westmall its so early! (we ended at 9.45) so they only have breakfast in bk. oh hafiz didn't knw who jack is.hais..anyway julius nd chris ate first, while me nd alan waited for lunch at 11.hurhur

thn we walked around aimlessly (thts wht we're good at uh huh!) into the library, its unfair cos they can all see over the shelfs but my height limited my vision.tht sucks

anyway, we got nothing to do.

Yours truly
7:30 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

hey..i shall blog about pass day first
23 october 2006
i went out with peiqi hariz nd hafiz. the other two girls were too busy. went to town to catch a movie, err..its call erm..i dunno the title but its about the race car thing oh talladega nights( title provided by panpeiqi). yeahh..i think the movie was nice! i like the way the french guy pronounce Ricky Bobby. haha..and the cinema was empty, like only 6 ppl in the whole theatre. everyone was sitting in the couple seats.

after movie we went to walk around in heerens, like suddenly i feel tht singapore is so small tht whenever i go out it'll be to town, im bored of it man..rarr..hafiz was sick his damn hot, feverish. poor baby! so we went to get panadol. at tangs. hmm..thn ya.

after tht we went to wisma, topman, hafiz bought shirts, so ex. i mean for a plain one? but he got it anyway.. -_-''' ya..thn me nd peiqi had an near-death experience. Crossing (or rather Jay walking ) the road. damn freaking scary, i swear, the taxi had to stop for us to cross, but obviously i wasn't suppose to stpo like tht! yikes!

ya, we made it (alive) to the other side of the road, to lucky plaza, whr we spilt up with the guys, cos we were hungry nd they were fasting. so we ate mac. first time eating mac in town man. like we don't ever eat mac all the way in town right, but we were so hungry tht we had to get fast food.

we met them after lunch, nd the Ha-s had a hard time finding us -.-'' kinda dumb man. haha..anyway..we went to pacific plaza .

[wait. the sequence of events are totally in a big mess, pardon me for that. hurhur]

ohohoh! hafiz pronounce stussy as sto-ssy damn funny!! i kept teasing him bout tht! lols.whtever. oh thn we spent quite a long time outside stussy shop.lols. didn't knw whr to go, thn ppq wanted to go to plams garden thn we went our seperate ways ): lols

i accompany hafiz to dinner nd thn we went home ya. thats it.

about today then
did nothing, i bought a cross stitch thingy, which i think is quite cute, but God damn it its freaking time consuming, however! im gonna test my determination nd finish tht God damn thing! now i short of tread! argh! rarr..whtever

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PPL!! :)

Yours truly
7:28 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

back blogging again. i was too lazy to type the past few days, yeah..nothing much happend either, today's sunday nd its really boring, i shld have gone out with hafiz, but sunday is usually a 'family day' i have to spend it with my parents, but today was freaking boring. hais..its raining now, finally, the plants ain't gonna die so soon. ytd was boring too..there wasn't bc cos it was deepvali. hurhurhur

ya..erm. hafiz' sad. i made him sad, nd i feel bad making him sad. sorry baby..i still love you (:
there's nothing much to blog about. my life's just freaking complicated nowadays. i love my friends.
done! pictures of my dad feeding my hamster. its sooo adorable (but old)

Yours truly
1:17 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

hello blog, today my cls went to the teahouse for postd-exam-activity. here's how it look like

yap, i think its not a bad day tho the beginning of the day was so boring that i almost died in the hall. the first presentation was ' how to use the electronic chinese dictionary' its kinda a waste of time cos its like a really easy thing to use (i suppose) like ppl like us can use the com like pros, why still have to seat through a lecture on the use of a dictionary? hahaha..

anyway, tht wasn't tht bad la..since its like a short one, but the next one sounds a lot more interesting, but it wasn't that fun. its making sense of money, its like a thing tht teaches you how you can save nd use your money wisely, frankly speaking we don't really need tht now, but still its better to start now. (: haha..but it gets boring whn it went to the stock market nd investments part, cos its obvious tht non of tht we can do now.

ohoh. thn comes the fun part, going to the teahouse, haha..we got there nd the place wasn't tht big, so everyone had to squeeze. 2 classes in a small room. haha..chris was the only non chinese speaking pupil thr :D but the whole thing was in english so it was okay for him.yapyap, i love sitting with chris in the bus, its always so much fun :P

the boss of teahouse is call vincent. he's very funny..a chinese guy, but with a heavy indian accent. ya! indian, haha..he explained to us the diff types of tea in the world, nd now i knw tht there's only one type of tea plant in the world. its call the kemilia sintesis. i anyhw spell la. haha. yap. and there's 4 ways we can prepare teaplant. black tea is made whn the teaplant is been roastd totally, till it truns black. then wulong tea is partially roastd tealeaves, green tea is tealeaves tht's dry with minimum heat, nd white tea is the bud of the teaplant tht is not heatd at all.

haha. my knowledge of tea its great.HUR..thn we saw the professional way of making tea, like you have to wash the cup thn warm it and bla bla bla..ohoh, the teapot are sooooo cute, they're really small, nd there's a size for any number of ppl. (:

ya. i love the tea leave egg.. cha ye dan! haha damn nice. lols. here are some of the pics.

after sch i went to town with cj nd siew, whn to visit hafiz at work. he look damn formal in the work clothes. HA. yaya..nd we saw hakim..we went to walk in all those department stores nd siew pretendd to be cj nd i's mother. cj's my mei. hahaha.damn funny..everywhr we went we'll call siew mummy!! i want this!
ok, im done !smiles.

Yours truly
7:37 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

hey. today's back to sch again after like quite a long weekend, nd we checkd some of our eoy papers, soo..here are the current (lousy) results:
geog overall; 52/100
social studies; 27/50
chinese; 54/70
physics; its horrible so im not gonna type it here to put myself in shame :P
emaths overall; 44.625/100 but after morderation wld be 49.625 which will be a 50! which is pass.

ya..tmr will be a more nerve racking day, i guess..i went to westmall with siew nd hafiz after sch for lunch, hafiz is fasting..ya..oh! nd i borrowd library books! (: hee..my contact was so irritating the whole day, so i took it out nd threw it away, so im only left with one side, like so uncomfortable. !!! i cldn't see, so hafiz sent me home in cab *lovelove (: there was so many ants in the bathroom just now until i spray the thing like its never gonna finish. -.-'' my house is still filled with the smell.

okay. shall end here.

Yours truly
7:01 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

I LOVE TODAY! yes i do. i went out with alan cj nd siew. i shall share this joyous day with others!

today i was suppose to meet cj at 11.30, but i was late i reached at 11.45, so i calld cj like a thousand times but she didn't seem to ans any of the calls, so i thought she was in the shower. after awhile i calld her house instead. but tht woman!! also nv pick up..thn finally after i reachd the bus stop she msg me, nd said she fell asleep just nw thts why she didn't ans me!! i was very *ahem
oh, so i went to meet alan in town first, then cj can take her time to go thr herself.

alan was so damn irritating whn i was in the bus, he's like calling me NON-STOP! like 12 times, each time asking to same thing! " whr are you? are you reaching? " like duh- im on my way in the bus!! so ya, i don't even have to say 'hello' whn i ans.

i expectd him to be waiting for me at the bus stop, since he is soooo eager to see me?? whn i alight outside tangs thr was no sign of alana! darn..i calld him nd he was at far east. i don't care! irritating?!! i waitd for soo long k. thn he came.

we actually wntd to watch movie, but decided we sld just shop, so we went to paragon, cos siew was at mt. E hospital. we went to get a drink at coffee bean nd cj finally reachd. funny woman don't even knw whr paragon is-_- alan had to go pick her up. thn soon siew came. haha..so we finishd our drinks nd went off to heeren, nd went to see clothes nd stuff, but fareast is a better place to shop. and thn we took neoprints hurhurhur..here.

siew left us whn we were going to fareast. we walkd all the way there.haha..i was looking for heels nd tops, but somehw thr wasn't any to my favors. so i didn't get anything there. we went across to MNG cj was eyeing on a wallet, i awaitd to see it too. but it was quite normal, but not ugly, maybe its just not for our age bah. ohoh..the haze was scary, we saw some ppl wearing mask alrdy, reminds me of the SARS period. we got to pacific plaza, to check out ripcurl nd stussy. nth nice either.

thn we decided to go to a cheaper place. BUGIS! lols. haha.by thn cj nd i were alrdy feeling tired with our heels. hurhurhur.cj kisses me in the train..gosh.i got evidence.

it was real..

we reachd nd alan startd requesting for corochan. its like a fried potato thing, which is nice:D hmm..thn we walkd around bj, nd searchd for clothes. but bought nth, alan wantd a hair dye, blue-black? but sadly he cldn't find it. aww..erm..we went to bugis street, things there are a lot cheaper than bj.

yes..walkd arnd nd i felt damn tired, cldn't find anything in the beginning. ya..thn my feet was killing me -_-'' whn ever i see flat sole shoes i'll wanna try 'em, but i didn't la..haha, oh i bought a tee, $18 at first but we bought 2 for $30, cj bought the most things, both of us got belts, alan got a tee nd pants. yap. anyway i like today.

on the way back home was freaking funny, me nd cj we soo tired tht we took off our shoes whn we were standing in the bus, like thr was an uncle tht kept staring at us *it's rude to stare!* ya..funny, but both of us cln't help its. hee..i reachd home arnd 8. thts all ((:

Yours truly
8:29 PM

heyhey..firstly, i wanna say a big THANK YOU to all those ppl who cheered me up. i love all of you :D im feeling much better now, but..things ain't back in hand still. im going nuts. whtever, thanks again for making me feel better.

lemme blog about ytd, my parents nd i were suppose to go to vivo, but we queued outside the carpark for like 30mins, and the line aint moving at all! so my dad got fed up nd decided to go to ikea, but..on our our way there my granddad called , he wants my dad to go pick up grandma and drive her to my relative's house. so we all had to go too..darn..

we then went to imm for dinner, ohoh..there's a new extansion building, nd there's a esprit outlet there and Bysi too..nd adidas. yup. in case some of you guys wanna go there :)
oh! my dad was crazy again, he was like " faster faster find a place to eat, im all soft.." like wtf, who cares..my mum was like telling me tht he's having a serious mental break down.HAHA whtever it is, we found a restaurant whr there's like no one in it. nd ate, i have no comments about the food. ya..

woo..siew's audition char so chio huhs..but it only last for 7 days. im a novince!! yesyesyes. lvl 6 hurhurhur..i dunno wht to blog liao..oh here's a picture of me (: taken with my dad's lousy hp

this is wht i drew for hafiz. hahaha..a few days ago

Yours truly
9:43 AM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

im miserable. whenever i think about it i cry. ive lost count how many times ive cried just in a week. its just time, that's playing this awful game with me. ive totally lost trust in myself, im gone to somewhr i dont want to be in. im in a position ppl hate to be in..there's two faces of a coin, but only one side will show at one time. im really suffering. miserable. i can break down anytime.

i dont ask for more. just you

Yours truly
10:17 PM

back blogging again, today's sat. i woke up at 9 nd started my boring day again. ya, i was like pondering how to do my bc homework. but first i had to FIND THE DAMN THING. ya..so it took me quite a while to find it, and i finishd it in like 2mins. so not worth my time to find it man -.-"'
anyway, i think my dad's crazy..he's like rushing a whole day, i dunno why..straight after i showered he told me to gogogogogo!! like PLEASE! i haven't even changed yet. dumb.ya..then i had to go off before i cld brush my hair nd stuff. so i went out looking like a person whom just got pushed into a drain after a storm.

i found out the reason why dad was acting all weird nd stuff , he had to send some relatives to the airport. so ya..it clashes with my bc time. dad drove to bt timah in search of a patrol kiosk. THERE ARE SOOO MANY KIOSK AND HE HAD TO GO TO SPC!! which is like miles away from the place we were heading to!! anyway we were late, nothing seemd to be going right. so he droppd me at bc at 12.10! my lesson starts at 1 pm pls! so i had to like waste my time doing nth thr. anyway, it'll be a nice time for me to go to he cafe, so i went. i askd,' can i get a banana smoothie?' and the person said. ' sorry miss, our blender is out.' soo..well i can get something else nd i went ,'a iced cappoucino then' and then she said,' sry we're out of ice too..' i got a lil pissed nd FINALLY i ask, ' i'll take whtever tht you;re not out with. ' then she said. we're only left with black coffee. like wtf. wht kinda lousy cafe is this.

anyway, i was bored, and the environment ain't that peaceful either. so i decided to talk on the phone. like phew, wht wld i do without my phone man. x_x
ya..i talk all the way upstair until my teacher came into the cls. mon was late. hahaha..it was a new teacher caroline, cos robert was sick. she took the register and ask ,'is this mon, or yee? ' i sooooo wantd to say YEE! haha..like damn funny, since she wasnt here. but nah..no fun. so i said mon.hahaha

ya we did compo planning today, damn fun. its about a perfect murder. lols. i love writing storys like this..so me and mon wrote one, mon's nuts she thought humans has 2 livers, but actually she was talking about kidneys. hahaha..ya.. and each other grp get to rate the compo . we got the highest 9stars!! hahahahaha..i knw we're smart. hurhur.

ya..tmr we're going to vivo. its at harbour. hmm..ya harbour. good day then.

i miss hafiz!!

Yours truly
6:42 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

today's the end of my eoy exams. im very happy about that..somehow i thought i'd be in a great mood to blog, but sadly im not. yeah..anyway, just for a few minutes i shall be happy (:

after our geog paper today was amazing, after mr rani was like 'alright 3E2, i knw this is your last paper, if you wanna scream pls go to the toilet nd do it. ' haha..the way he says it is freaking funny la..yap

so i went home with rinda, today the rest of my gfs didnt have to come to sch. i reached home around 11am. its early. then i bathed and went out.

i met rinda, we were both wearing stripes, so funny..i met zhenzhi on the bus, she was going to orchard to meet a friend. yap, rinda is so dumb, we wanted to go to shaw, but she didn't knw that shaw was across tangs, so we didn't get down. then instead we went to cine for the movie. ohoh. another funny thing rinda did, cos cine's basement theres a ticket office then we can check movie slots and buy tickets there right? so she thought tht the treatre was down there.but its not, its on the 4-6 story. she's damn funny.

so we watched scoop, yes. it wasn't a bad movie, quite nice..like a romatic kinda comedy. there was soo many ppl in the cinema, like packed..ohoh, before the movie we went to eat at the icecream place, i ate jamaican coffee crepe, rinda ordered banana choco crepe. here it is

its nice, but its too sweet..like super chocolatey so i drank the whole glass of water. hence going to the toilet for many times -.-''' haha

ohoh..today we were damn lucky, we saw three ferrari cars black blue and yellow. yap. we took neoprints too, but we felt kinda cheated cos they only took 4 shots, normally we get like 12 shots and we get to choose, but anyway..its alright lar..hmm

rinda was wearing this retro heels from her mum, but it made her feet hurt so she wanted plaster, but i didnt have. poor girl..lucky im used to my heels, so its comfy :D
we walked all the way from cine to far east to meet siew and cj. we were stupid!! we didnt cross the road, so we had to cross at wheelock, which is like further away frm far east..we had to walk an extra mile (not really a mile) !

cj and siew were job hunters, they went to look for jobs, haha..poor cj only got one person take her no. :x anyway we walked around far east, i was looking for heels but didnt see any nice ones so i didnt get them. but there was one pair that cj spoted. it was the last pair and my size!! and it was cheap. regreted not buying it. its really nice (: pretty glossy black heels with a ribbon. cj's taste not bad ar..hurhur

omgosh..i saw a juicy bag its nice. $89 so i guess its real? cos i hardly see any real juicy stuff in s'pore, cept that shirt i bought that was quite nice. haha..then the 4 of us set outside far east for a rest. cj took our sweettalk orders and came back with this

haha..funny snapshot of her (: she's gonna kill me

ohoh! something reallyyyyyyyy gross happened. i was like opening my mouth to talk, then suddenly an insect flew into it. damn freaky! like i knw its there cos i can feel it went i close my mouth, i think its stuck in my saliva. DISGUSTING! so i 'pui' it out straight away T.T and i rised my mouth with milk tea.

haha..then around 7 plus i went home. siew and cj were so nice, they sent me to the bus stop and said they will wait with me until the bus comes, i was just in time when the 700 came. haha. love ya galfriends<3>

i reached home 8 pm on the dot! so cool. cos my mum ask me to try to come home before 8. and i reached at 8. cool man, my timing rocks. then i started using the com after i wash up.

i cried just now when i was chatting with xh..i didn't knw why, its got nth to him. but still maybe im too sad, i dont really knw why? but something's just missing. well..maybe it'll pass, but i wanna be happy.

here're pictures of my happy day!

i love my girlfriends (peiqi wasn't with us tho)

Yours truly
8:23 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

hey. beginning to blog now..okayy today was e.math paper1 and physics. e.maths was 60%. errr physics was like -20%, it was horrifing yes..indeed. and i tell you i did studied okay! whtever that is. im keeping my fingers toes cross and pray hard that won't retain. :)

today siew chu pei left early, i didn't even see them today at all. haha..i end sch at 1.05pm. i waited for rinda for awhile then we went to lot1 for lunch. i was like dying from hunger, i almost vomitted during my paper. like i can feel the gastric juice at the back of my throat. eeww..gross, i drank water to push it down. brr

yap..finally when we got to lot1 we rush to the food court, i almost go up an extra level. im crazy. then we went to order korean food. yummm..everything looks delicious to me. ya..oh..then i finish everything (: and rinda treat my ice kacheng yes. i dunno how to spell it. haha..

and then she saw this two guys eating ice kacheng too..they she ask me to see. THEY WERE SO FUNNY!! super funny. like they eat it until the ice becomes one vertical stick sticking out of the bowl. like damnnn funny. so i laugh., then rinda say its actually not that funny. but it is! lols..so i continue laughing..until i go mad.

we went to popular to get stuff. her mum's opening a shop! damn cool!!! she'll get soo many dresses!! im jealous.!! *.*

i'll go through it . i swear..if you were me you'll feel the same way too. no one else but you

Yours truly
4:02 PM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

time to update. i got tuition later. ahh..endd school very early today, we went home at 9.30. i think its like pretty unfair, because the pure chem students have 2hr 20min to do 18 pg of exam and the sub only have 1hr 15min to do 15 pgs. im like rushing my butt off just now. left 3 more papers to go before YEEPEEE!

lemme recall (:

6october mid autuum (:
yap..its zhong qiu jie, its a very nice festival. because, ppl will have a very good reason to stay out all night playing with lanterns and candles. thats wht i did, yapp..haha..after sch siew peiqi came over to my place, nd we playd com..dad took my laptop away so siew used the com, nd i had to watch her, we told peiqi to take a nap cos thats the only way we cld ask her to go out with us later on at night, hahaha..since she said she was tired nd didn't wanna go out.

the haze was scary, it like something is bbq-ing the whole singapore, like we im out i have to take really deep breaths to breathe properly. i was damn worried about hafiz, cos he has asthma.nd i heard from my dad ppl with asthma should not got out.

but still..hafiz came out la..yap..siew cj hafiz nd i had to wait for rinda, we were suppose to meet at 6.30, but she's like soo late haha..so we walkd away, hafiz led us to somewhr really far away..he say we'd walk 1km to reach that place -.-"'

so we walkd back. nd we saw rinda lols..we ended up on the top story of a multi story car park. we were not the only ones there tho, there's like 2 more grps of ppl there alrdy.

we all did the same thing which is forming words with the candles, and burning stuff..me and hafiz made this..(mostly by me tho)

it says 'kalfiz'

yap. siew's crazy, she burns everything, bottles nd lanterns and plastic, then after she burn them everyone had to go away..the gas is poisonous.rnda nd cj got lost when they were buying drinks, like so funny la..lost in panjang..haha. anyway they manage to go back.

8october grandparents 60th wedding anniversary
after preparing days for the real thing its finally here. the grand dinner. grandparents wedding anni..it was just like a really wedding, just tht the bride and groom are older. there was 10tables, 100 ppl door gifts, video..guestbooks nd everything else you find in a wedding. this are the door gifts, specially made for the occation. packed by all the females working together. lol

the gold ones are for females and the silver ones are for males. haha

ok..the dinner is held at ah-yat ablaone resturant. my cous and i were the mc for the night, days ago we already startd planning our script. and mine was in chinese! so i've to speak with all the very chim chinese idioms.lols..both my cous and i wore pink. lol his shirt and my dress.kinda nervous tho, afraid tht we might srew things up. but it was quite okay..(:

everyone said we did a great job. nd the had this really big bottle of champane. like a huge bottle. haha..it was scary when they were gonna pop it. and there was a really big cake from regent hotel. yap..but each person noly had a small piece. the food was very nice. and grandparents were very happy..

ok..thats all for the updates!
everthing's gonna be fine baby..

Yours truly
4:13 PM

Thursday, October 5, 2006

hello my blog :D yes, long time no blog, exams..stress..mug..rush..cry..misery..im damn stressed. seriously i wanna pass as many subjects as possible, so ima study damn hard. somehow today's a.math p1 was alright, but i knw whnever i say the paper is fine, okay.. it'll turn out tht either a border line pass or fail. so i'll say ITS FREAKING DARN DIFFICULT!!! ya.

anyway, today's the 5th,HAPPY OUR DAY! HEH yes, i didn't really had time to get him anything nicer so i bought 2 roses, a toy nd a real one. im so manly to give hafiz tht -.-" anyway since i don't get roses from ppl often so i shall give someone else. im so nice :P

yap, today's geog paper was seriously damn hard, the chapters jul chris alan nd i spotted didn't come out. im gonna DIE for geog. amen. anyway..i can tell tht i won't do well cos from the way i wrote my answers down , the messy handwriting can tell tht im either not interested or i really didn't knw wht to write, but i AM interested, so it has to be the other one.

anyway..i just wanna pass my english and i'll have a good possiblity to get promoted. good luck to me :) yap.ok tmr is bio nd e.math p2. and i'll pass!! both. all the best to hafiz too <3

Yours truly
5:24 PM

Tuesday, October 3, 2006

IM GONNA GO CRAZY OVER HAFIZ! he actually looks like leehom
(not exactly. but 64%!!!! )

Yours truly
3:49 PM

Sunday, October 1, 2006

Yours truly
8:50 PM