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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

8 more days to my 16th birthday!!
yeah im excited!
weepee

Yours truly
6:01 PM

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Monday, November 27, 2006

hey!
today was quite fun, went to sentosa with the prefects (:
at first i thought it was quite retarded.
cause, imagine 4 teachers bringing a bunch of 15 yr olds to the beach to build sand castles.

haha
guess it still sounds quite stupid '_'
ya, so we startd playing captains ball by the sea,
the water thr compared to pulau ubin is like 9172493 times better
its blue!
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soo..we playd for awhile till like 11 thn we had to go eat lunch.
at first th teachers said we must not go into water,
but the weather is like so freaking hot..

so all of us like jump into the water, nd whn teacher ask,
we said we "addcidentally" fell in.
haha!! ya, they wasn't angry lar.
so we ate lunch, nice..since we didn't pay anything, its countd as a very nice meal
-.-'''
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oh thn hariz was half naked *puke.
actually he's not tht fat lar..just flashy
LOL
thn we swim again, im a really BAD swimmer.
im really afraid of water, deep water.

we got so wet
thn i build sand castle !
yesyes, im the only one doing it , hariz joind in later.

*didn't take pic of it
it was very nice ;-)
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thn halimah did stans in th water! damn cool!
yes, haha.

thn nth much. we went to bathe nd went back to sch
went to meet hafiz at lot one.
on our way home, in the lrt..thr were this twins
they are sooo PRETTY!! like totally!!
both of thm. so me nd hafiz were like checking 'em out.
i bet they're like 9 yrs old?
thn we got off at the same station nd walk th same way!
like we kept turning back to look at them.
like erm..cecillia cheung
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i can't leave you
even if i wanted to


Yours truly
7:58 PM

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

byebye lovely you :'(
i missed you
i've reached a path..
i can't go no further
i don't wanna cry
but,
you can't make me smile..
anymore
all i ever wantd was a place,
a place in your heart
tht was meant for me,
"the one"
if i'd shared this place,
i'd rather give it up to someone else.
everything will be pointless..
a beautiful one sided love,
somehow have to end here.

Yours truly
2:50 PM

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

im back!
back from my 5 days 4 nights OBS! its the best camp ever man!
i shall blog all about it

First day 201106
we arrive at pulau ubin around 9.30 am, assemble at the mph nd there were so many othr schs thr, like thr were 14 watches (grps) nd each have 16 ppl, so thr were a lot of ppl thr :D suprisingly i got into th same watch as bethany!! haha, nicholas tommy binhui were all thr too. *smile

thn we did ice breakers nd thn we were showd around camp two, its very old, can tell by th facilities they were like all old nd rustd. *laughs each watch has their own store room calld the store. yap, thr were ponchos 2litres water bottles, jerry cans, tents, mass tins, camping bagpacks,life vests , ground sheets, helmets, harnest (sp) etc. full camping gears.!
thn we had to transfer all our belongings into the bagpacks given to us, nd it was freaking heavy!
our 5 days supply of food were all given at one go. 2 huge boxes of food, lots of biscuits,bread nd caned food, thr were instant noodles nd even rice! we have to split the equal amount of food for everyone in the watch nd also decide how we're gonna cook our food. at first i thought thr wldn't be enough, but we left a lot.

thn we had to look at the campsite, it takes 101 steps of the stairs to get thr, nd if we left anything in the store..we'll have to go all the way down nd go back up again! 202. our first challenge was to repack our stuffs frm 15 bags to 11 bags including our food supplies nd cooking stuffs. tht was like so impossible, th bags all weigh like 30kg, i swear!

i can't carry it at all la. but i managed for like 5 minutes till we got the gathering place, our instructor (zippy!) told us tht we lookd like dragging dead bodies whn we carried our bagpacks nd told us to repack again! this time to reduce our things again. so we'll have have to share bags nd share our toiletries in order to reduce weight.

first day was all the admin work no physical still. we pitchd our tent but the weather was too bad for us to slp in it, so we get to slp in the kayak shed for the first night (lucky) it was cold tho.

Second day 211106

we startd physical stuff, like rock climbing, so we did tht in the morning, haha nd we wore our harnest everywhr we go, zul always get the g-string one, nd he seemd to like it a lot. i did the stage 2 wall nd it was really tough. i get over the red line!! the one we climbd in sec3 camp was so much easier. the only person who got to the top of the wall was zul, he's like spider man! all th way up.

after tht, we carried all our things unpitchd the tents nd packd all the things we need for 3 days in the bags including life vests, which we bring everywhr we go. thn we trackd (hiked) all the way to camp one. the journey aint long 1.5km but with our load its really dragging us dead. the forest ground was bumpy nd wet. damn difficult to walk. but we got used to the heavy loads.

got to camp two. totally exhustd but had to go kayaking straight away. so we drop our things at the campsite, nd went to kayak, theory was boring. dunearn was the only sch tht took star one thr.
so we had to like lead th others. siew's watch did kayaking at the same time. its not tht easy, like we had to keep track of the time nd the tide.lol. we only get to be in the water for like one nd a half
hours, we kayak to camp two jetty nd back. i love kayaking (:

in the evening we startd pitching our tents, in our wet attire. so all of us were dripping water, haha..we didn't manage to finish pitching before sunset, so we had to pitch in th dark. the ground was hard nd difficult to hit the pacts in, to we used the bricks we found instead.

dinner was in the cook house, new nd high cls. camp one is sooo much nicer thn camp two. its many times bigger. after eating so many bread and tasting uncook rice which is like eating pebbles on the first night, dinner in the cook house was amazing! *yum. me cel aderlin we so pathetic tht we bathe at the swimming pool tht night! damn funny!! showering with our clothes on.

thn at night we got briefting for tmr's land expidition. ohoh! whn we were about to go back i needd to go the toilet. so i went alone! nd after tht i thought my watch went back to the campsite
already..so i walkd back alone. it was pitch dark no lights at all! im like afraid of the dark, so went i reachd thr, they weren't thr! so i had to walk all the way back again. nd i found thm at the same place. they were waiting for me, cos they cant leave without every one present.
phew

it was siew's bday! :D

Third day 221106
land expidition! im the leader. unpitchd our tents nd went for meeting. took the map compus. we had to got to 8 checkpoints. 3 compulsory ones, and we were given the coordinates, nd we were suppose to use tht plan our routes and get to the cp. we did it! geog rocks.
whn we were ready, we set off. with everything! like food shelther, everything we need for 3 more days on our backs (x,x) cp were all over the island. nd we had to get thr by foot. so we walkd across the whole of pulau ubin. lucky us we did all the fast forward things and past 5 cps.
we climb to the highest point in pulau ubin. the view thr was fantastic. the water in the quarry was bright blue. nd singapore can be seen! thn we had to walk down again. woh.
we got to see the german girl shrine. nd pretended we didn't find the cp whn the other watch came. damn funny! haha. thn we continue tracking, nd we were out of obs land. into pulau ubin, frm thn on thr will b vehicles nd no more water sources. depending on the water we carried along.
thn it startd to rain nd it was cat 1 (category one=lightning warning) so we seekd shelther, thr we played truth or dare with zippy, nd she made hot milo for us, right on the spot, everyone squeezed togethr cozy nd warm (: we collectd rain water, for washing hands. back to basic. thn those ppl who kana the dare had to do stupid things to the male instructor of the other grp. damn funny!!
haha..reachd the campsite, it was a nice place. so we pitchd tents again, nd cookd dinner, the dinner was damn nice, campbell soup with magee nd hotdogs button mushrooms. *yummy! didn't get to bathe tht night, cos the water outside obs was all brown nd non-portable.so we powder bath (ty weijie) first time, it was a 10 min walk without light to the nearest toilet.nd we thought we wld get light thr, but no. it was still dark. so we went back.haha..
we had to do sentury duties at night, thr was shifts. mine was the first one. til 12.15am. we saw wild dogs mating! ha! nd thr were many cute puppies.nd thn we chatd the whole night, till i cannot tahan nd went to slp. ha. the best day ever!
Forth day 231106
sea expidition. unpitchd tents nd packd everything. got into row boats nd startd a whole day of sea journey, route? around pulau ubin! one round frm camp one back to camp two. it was FUN! 5 hours in sea. i was the nevigator th one who chg direction on the row boat. the scorching sun was boiling us. nd we applied tonnes of sunblock! haha..im very scare of getting sun burns.! so i put a lot on my tighs nd face. but! my ears got burnt! and my lips. funny places
i love it whn big waves come nd the whole boat will go up nd down up nd down . make us puke haha.but fun! yesyes. my boat was the fastest! with the least no. of ppl peddling. haha. strong. we were so for ahead. nd had to wait for other ppl time to time.
we reachd 4 hours early. CLAP! haha. nd for tht our bags are sent to camp two for us. we cleaned the boats nd went to wash our life vests, nd i finally pooped! ha. yes, it was raining again, nd we had to wait for the rain to stop before heading back to camp two.
track 1.5km back to camp two this time its much easier without the bags, but the slopes were so steep nd ground was wet! haha..it was great getting back thr. 101 again.
thn we pitchd our tents again, get to dry our things whn the sun scorched, and packd. showerd without lights, cos electricity only comes at 7pm. thn we rest awhile, nd had to do store check. cookd at night, feasted! cos it'll be the last night. sob, so we cooked all the food we're left with.
it was a spicy dinner. but nice. beth's a good cook. nd im a good can-opener. lol. had tonnes of fun tht night!. slept in a wet tent.
Last day 231106
morning did area cleaning, nd packd store check, traded things with other watches. haha.funny! all hariz idea. thn we did our last activity, the bell thing, commiment! yes. reach our goals nd never give up. got our certs nd photos. nd it startd raining, we were all sad tht we're leaving. sobsob. we exchg no. nd emails, nd we'll be friends forever! haha. got to singapore. FINALLY!
went to plaza sing to eat kfc nd drink pepsi! craves. hafiz came to meet me! yeah! i miss him!
MAGELLAN! WE ROCK WE RULE!
beth- bear
weiquan-king kong
steffen-steve
melissa-meow
karol-celine
adeline-"A"
celine- ...
zul-zoos
liyana-lina
ted-teddy
huihan-huiwen/huihui
xiwen-xiuwen
howe yong-err
eustance-hmm
her- BESTFRIEND/choirgirl/tht girl
*nick names most given by "bestfriend" HAHAHA retarded
I LOVE OBS!!
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Yours truly
6:31 PM

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

BACK
hey since i can't use the com tonight (most probably doing my homework) i'll blog now.
haha..mon calld this morn whn i was still in bed,
nd i reply her missed call,
hope everything is fine now
Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!
Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!
oh i'm almost finishd with 'the last virgin' freaking interesting.lols!

Yours truly
11:40 AM

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Monday, November 13, 2006

YO!
today had extra history lessons, mdm zahara calld me last night
mdm zahara: hello kairou (in a very creepy voice)
me: erm hello.
mdm zahara: hi hi hi, this is mdm ZAhara ah..
me:oh hello mdm zahara :] (scared)
mdm zahara: whr were you on thursday ah? (getting louder)
me: erm..thursday? er i erm..i went home. (pulld hp away frm ear)
mdm zahara: ah?! go home? did i say you can go home huh?! (roars)
me: erm..cos err..a lot of ppl not going (yikes)
mdm zahara: ah. 6 of you didn't turn up ah. ! (roars)
me: yes, i think so. but i'll go tmr :]
mdm zahara: you better turn up tmr! don't think i dont take attendence! i will take it every lessen AH.
me: okok, i will go i promise!
mdm zahara: ah. alan and christian also! i will call every single one of them AH don't playplay with me.
me: okay ! i will see you tmr byebye
mdm zahara: ah ok. you better turn up AH if not extra lesson!
me: okay. bye(relieved)
mdm zahara:AH okay, byebye!
yes. tht was the conversation, kinda scary i suppose.
went to mac for breakfast this morning with alan chris nd hafiz! yes!
hafiz met me at senja at 7.45 but he was 5 mins late, so we were late for 5 mins.
alan was so freaking early, cos his house is like so near to mac. -.-'''
haha.i ate hotcakes again, its my fav, 2 slice again, but i wantd to eat the 3rd piece but cldn't make it.
ha! erm..we chated for a while, alan and chris kept talking about maple tht ive gt nth to talk to them about, so i talkd to hafiz (: ohoh! we sat on the exact same seats whn the first time we were in tht mac, which was after the SL camp,here! hurhur.
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thn we took bus to school, so sian la..today is like so extra! only ppl who have dunearnite go back.
lols, i went to draw th key nd saw mdm ZAhara, she told me to choose a clsroom on the 1st floor -.-'
poor hafiz, he was waiting for me.
mdm zahara gave us kueh to eat, all 3 of us ate the sweet one. haha.
ya, history was okay la, mdm zahara is very funny! she kept suaning alan :P
lols, thn we had our lesson test, i did it real quick cos i wanna go check on hafiz.
alan nd chris had to take retest for the previous tests they failed.
poor hafiz was so bored in sch ): it startd raining, i forgot the bring umbrella.i went around asking,
cos im desperately wanting to go home.
thn i went to the SL room and alif lent me his.
a HELLO KITTY one.
lols. i told hafiz to hold it. nd he lookd like this.
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i think the umbrella is nice tho.heehee ON HAFIZ!
we took bus to bpp, cos i need to returnd overdued books. hurhur, thn we were in the library.
i borrowd new books
1.the last virgin
2.scambled eggs at midnight
3.the first french kiss.
i think im damn dirty minded!
LOL
we sat at mac, nd waited for the rain to stop. hafiz bought sundae, nd we shared it :)
yap, thts all we went home
im chatting with him now.
missing him badly again
:P
i drew this!
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Yours truly
4:02 PM

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

hey blog. just added some lil details to the layout, i was bored :D

aight, today was boring i didn't go out cos my dad was sick he was like complaining tht his 90 degrees wtf. nd he woke me up at 8.30! hmm..wantd to cut my hair today, but didn't cos i was too lazy to heehee, im gonna check out the ipod soon, omg im sooo freaking gonna get it. but im not sure if i cld ask my dad for it since im like grounded! but seriously they sld get it for me cos my birthday is coming

i made my new contacts ytd at suntec, funny my degree went from 2.25 to 2.00 like wld anyone's degree decrease? but its good i suppose. chged frm focus to acuvue (the latest one) ha! yes, its like lot more ex la. anyway, next year i'll still be going to bc, got a new cls ytd, mon's not going anymore :( hais..

i miss hafiz so bad! sld be able to see him tmr, i don't knw if i have sch or not, but thts the only way i can get out of the house. my mum only allows me to go out once a week (deep shit!) cries, i really hope i can stil see him often la..

oh watchd fergalicious on mtv. i think its really sexy!

Yours truly
7:13 PM

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Friday, November 10, 2006

hello :)
today's the last day of bridging, and its damn screwed up this morning, i totally didn't feel like going to sch today cos julius alan chris are all not going. *shit! i forgot to take hw for them!* erm ya. we waited half and hour in the parade square, just my cls only, cos at 8.30 only 25 ppl were thr nd mr ng didn't want to teach tht lil ppl.

til 9 thn we went up to our cls, nd we were like all waiting outside the cls room nd no one botherd about the cls key. haha. ya today was dunearnite rehersal so all clses had to ead at 9.45, nd mr ng promised mr rani to let us off at 9.30. so its like half hour of lesson time which we didn't do anything. we just went thru those qns in our homework which we don't knw (_ _)zz but i finishd everything cos chris taught me :D

i met hafiz after sch :] it's the happiest part of the whole day man. i calld him after cls nd he was still sleeping -.-!! pissed. thn i had to wait for him in the bus stop for his call. we decided to go lot1, so i got onto 188 at the same time he was in 190, nd raced him to lot1 nd i lost. yap.

i ate hotcakes again! 2 days in a row, the max number of hotcakes i can consume was 2, i nv finish all 3 -__-'' haha i like thm. after tht we talkd for awhile, nd i suddenly started crying..i felt sad with the thought of me not being able to see hafiz during the hols anymore :'( its still very saddening.
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we went to cck park :D yeahyeah i rmb the last time i went thr was with my friends. yap we stayed thr for quite some time talking about our past. so funny! HAHA nd some things tht aren't tht funny. i really want us to have more time for each other, i cld easily spend my whole day with hafiz if i cld.

nothing else.

sweet baby,
if only you could me mine forever,

Yours truly
6:12 PM

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Thursday, November 9, 2006

hey, today's the second last day of our bridging. finally two weeks of extra torture is gonna end soon. amen.

anyway, we ditch history lesson today..too tired to continue after amath lesson..nd maybe mdm zahara will kill us tmr brr..ya so i went to bb mac with the JACK for breakfast, we all ate the exact same thing-.-'' none of us have a different wanting. lol anyway peiqi nd siew joined us afterward. ha siew was funny, she ate her food fast (as usual) nd told peiqi 'oh no, im eating faster than you' cos peiqi started way before her. laughs

time went by veryy slowwllyy. i don't knw why but the 2hours seemed to be forever. so we went to julius' house..yeah! me love julius' house :D
too bad th ps is overheated so we can't play, alan nd siew won the seats of the com. so the rest of us had nothing to do. me nd chris did our math hw, so guai right!

xk came over, thn we did nothing, so we watch tv which is like so boring ! kids central is all tht shows something, so we watch sesame street elmo is so cute! haha..my cursor is elmo btw.thn peiqi and i watch the stupid cartoon call 'trotro' we cant even figure out wth is tht animal, horse or donkey nd before you knw it its already over, like a 3mins cartoon its so stupid! hahaha..thn there's another show 'the mole sisters' mole as in the animal the digs tunnels underground. its so dumb la..anyway its for kids not us. hee..

i hug the big penguin and almost fell aslp whn the boys start playing joga in the house! like excuse me, julius' house is full of anitques. 0,0 anyway..they didn't care at all. siew complained she's hungry, and wants jul's maid to cook vege! and she really did. there was no rice no bread nothing we just ate the stir fried vege on its own. so weird! anyway after tht we ordered pizza. lol ya. and we realised tht everything we go to his house we'll call delivery and always have to make a complain! either they didn't sent us the food or short of something -.-''

we home with peiqi. long time didn't go home with her le. and i've been going home almost everyday. hais..

photos
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its the penguin. ignore me face
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ppq and i. ignore my face!
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the setting is nice. once again. pls ignore my face



-i knw wht people are saying, i knw i care & i knw you care too. i want them to accept me as who i am and not wht they want me to be. don't judge me if they bearly even knw me. no offence, but its something out of my reach. i can't control wht ppl think and i can't please everyone i see. forgive me please-

Yours truly
9:35 PM

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

hello, im trying very hard to call hafiz now! roars, maybe he's in the ocean or dirfted to some nameless island. lalalaa

anyway, ytd i caught the grudge 2 (: it is very scary (to me) poor edison chen died of a terrible nd ugly death. the ghost is so scary, how the hell they can make up until lidat sia. ponder. today was boring went to sch, sch seemed to be boring all the time man! but i was happy tht my baby hafiz sent me to sch today. hurhurhur ya, ms hanani saw us frm afar nd gave me tht 'huh! i caught you!' tht kinda look -grims-

i like fauzi! he's so cute, yes! he is hafiz's lil bro..heh i think hafiz gonna get jealous over his lil bro man :D lol maybe tmr we'll go pick him up frm sch weetweet i get to see fauzi!! YAY

seriously i got nth to blog about, i think my blog is getting boring nd the only thing to do is make a new skin -.- alan cldn't teach me hw to make the gif animation thingy. darn siew knws i'll ask her.

yes, i passed my history testSSS yeah man i passed both, its quite rare to pass history you knw (: no more re-tests for me.
tonight im gonna run 12 rounds on the track TY im a good run hur.

Yours truly
6:50 PM

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Sunday, November 5, 2006

omg my blog is almost dead. -.-''

came back from camp ytd, ( i organised it! ) overall it was quite successful. i put in like sooo much effort in it pls. sad thing was tht most of the sec 3 guides had to go for dunearnite rehersal! spoil our first day in camp : ( i wantd it to be fun. sob

anyway, it wasn't as bad as i thought..cos i got all the power! haha grims yes. i mean the coolest thing was tht, only after i say "ok lets eat" thn ppl can start eating..muahahaha the second day was a lot better since we didn't had to stay in our sch. luckilly the wildwildwest was fun, if not i think we all would be dead. T.T

it was really difficult to set up the checkpoints cos we had to give tasks and give clues, the squence is so compilcating! roars..nd the checkpoint masters had to wait for the groups to go to thm. i was at jurong mrt station. nd it ain't after 2 hours the first sighting of the grp,during the waiting period i called hafiz down to accompany me (: he's no nice. 3 grps came at the same time. like wtf they're to fast and too furious. pout

ya..i gave like 10 briefings! i love doing briefings, it makes me feel like im the teacher! no the first night we had a leaders meeting in the staff lounge. it was frm 11.30 to like 12++am its like the latest meeting i ever attend. brr..

overall i like the camp! claps! nd 3 cheers to KAROLKWANKAIROU!
hahaha

today is the 5th! its the 4th month! yeayeayea..so fast eh ? i miss hafiz! <33>

ok thn ! till next time
i'll love you baby..till forever ends

Yours truly
8:17 PM

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